WONDERING

     this  is what is outside the door of those who are ill. I cannot help wondering if I control my heat,  I turn it up but there is no response, Eventually it comes on,. I feel like I am getting weaker but all I can do is keep moving,  I take my garbage out but see no one around,

Flowers and candles help brighten up my room.

The girl brings my coffee in.  I am glad to have them pop in and out any time.

I am looking forward to going to Carol and Panteli's for lunch.  They will be leaving for a long holiday on Sat.  I will miss them but I am happy for them.

I was so happy to have a phone call from Ron. We had a special friendship,

I am very sad that my two best friends here have the COVD,  I do not understand why people who seem so healthy are coming down with it.  We are all staying in our rooms,  My brother is doing better.