ACTUALLY

 Actually my stomach is upset too so we will both rest up,

FAST

Cristmas seems to be coming too fast.  Not like when I was young it never came fast enough.  Looking forward to seeing family.

LOST

 I could not believe I had lost my keys again.  I looked and looked and I was getting more and more frantic.  |I decided to go down to the desk and yes they had been found on the floor of the elevator,  They must have slipped off my wrist.  If I do not lock my door some one else will.  What a miserable afternoon.

All is well now and I am thankful some one turned tham into the desk.

Rick would have been put to work looking if I had not found them.  He and Spenser come tomorrow

I HATE losing things especially my keys,

.My mouth is still very sore and I can only eat soft foods.  At least they are very kind here and mush my food up.

JOY

 I have a few Christmas decorations,  cards and lights.

I was happy to join others in a church service here,   about twenty of  us,

Singing sons  like"Joy to the  World." We were a very happy group.

  I love to sing these old hymns.  I am looking forward to feeling the joy of Christmas

and being with family,

WEAK

 I am feeling a little weak right now just eating liquids,  Rick I would like to go to Crossroads Church but not right at this time.  I will try to make an effort just to go here.Talk to you later.

BUSY

 A very busy day.  In the morning Sandra drove me in to have my heart tested.  Everything went along very well.  I am confident it is okay,

When I arrived back home here they were having the Friday entertainment with the fellow who signs like Elvis.  He is very very good and we all enjoy him a lot.  It is good to enjoy the music and also lots of laughter.

I was delighted to have a visit from Glenn Cathy's husband. 

 I am still eating mushie food for supper but at least I can eat it

I have a fun time with my friends here and the day goes bt quickly,

TIME

 Yes it takes time to heal and iimprove.  A slow progress. I was thankful to have some soft banana bread to add to my diet of soup and yougurt and pudding,   Yes I feel run down but I am not having  a lot of pain now just a very sore mouth,  The staff here are very good at mushing up my food.  It does not look all that great but at least I can eat it.

Sorry I missed your call Ken.

To day Rick and Spenser come over to help me and Sandra takes me to an appointment on Friday.

I am thankful for their help and the encouraging words of family and ftriesnds

Helpful

 So good to be able to help others.  Loo puts he clothes in the dryer to wash.  I help her put them in the washer,

FAITH

I am trying to live out of the faith that I have in God's goodness and His presence in my life. He is watching over us all  He restores my soul and renrews my strength,

It was good to have Rick and Spenser come over in the morning.  It was good to have my laundry all done.  Seeing Spenser walk with Rick is a good thing.

We all enjoyed a visit from my friends Edna and Ken Cooper in the afternoon.  They brought candy and red flowers.  I cannot spell the name. It was a extremely happy visit.

This morning I am very nauseated and tired again.  Pudding and yogurt are not my favorite breakfast foods.  I will have some mushy food for lunch,  Ken is glad he does not have to eat it.  I have to have faith that I will start to feel better soon.

I feel better after talking on the phone to Kim.  Good to have a visit with  Ava,  Sharing memories and laughs.  Shr remembers living with us in the room upstairs years ago.

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GRATEFUL

 Yes I am trying to be more thankful and grateful.  I do have a lot to be thankful for.  Family and Friends and a comfortable place to live.  

Good food and lots of entertainment.  I do not stay late but |I always go done to the lobby to see what is going on.  Lots of entertainment and singing.  Friends ae always glad to see me.

Hope Ken's ankle is not to badly hurt.

Rick and Spenser are coming later to day.  I look forward to their visits,

CELEBRATION

 Our celebratiom dinner was held in the main dining room, with lots of round tables looking beautiful with white clothes and colourful naptkins.  I came right on time but people were already seated and being served.  It was extrememly busy.  I accepted a plate of turkey dinner but alough I tried to eat some turkey I could not.  I ate my usual mashed potatoes.  

I did not know the couple I was sitting with.  She was very talkative and he kept telling her to be quiet.  What a disaster,  Any way I dressed up and turned up and left early.  We were given lovely goodie baskets.

I know I have to be patient and put up with a sore mouth until the New Year.

Today I will be happy to have my mashed up food and my table mate Ken.  We are good friends.

Thankful

 Yes I have a lot to be thankful for.  My amazing family most of all.  Rick and Spenser came and now Rick is picking up a book for me at Chapters.  I do not feel up to going. Spenser is keeping me compamy.  

Tonight is a big turkey supper here and we are suppose to dress up.  I will go for a whle.

TRIPS

 After several trips into the city to see the Seniors Clinic and a doctor to figure out a plan  for my nutrition,  My mouth is still sore and I can only eat liguid meals of pudding etc,  I am getting used to it.  Today there is a big gatering planned for dinner with everyone coming,  I am not sure if I will go,  I get tired very quickly and stay away from crowds,

All things considered I am doing well.  Rick may take me to the library this morning,  I need lots to read as I am doing less.

 Pictures taken as we waited at the doctor's office,  Very tiring day.  I hope after a good nights sleep my head will clear.

APPOINTMENT

 Sandra is taking me to several appointmenys today.  The dentist first.  My mouth is still sore and I am eating yogurt and pudding,  Not too exciting,  My friends here ae very encouraging and supportive

A day ar at a time ;

SUNSHINE

 Another beautiful sunrise,  Feeling a bit better, Will have another lazy day.  Mouth still sore,  Yogurt for breakfast,

EMPTY

 The dining room was very empty tonight because a lot of   people had taken a bus to Langley to eat out.

The meals here are okay but a change would be nice,  I have had a good day and even had my frig, cleaned out,  I always think I should save left overs but then I do not eat them;

Thanks Randy and Sandra for doing that and cleaaing out behind the frig.

Thanks Ken for the phone call.  always good to hear how you and the children are doing

I know I will sleep well tonight,

UPSET

 I think I have everything out of my stomach now,  Glad Rick and Spenser came over so I did not feel too miserable,  Did not go for lunch but may try supper.

WORSE

I am feeling worse.  Must have eaten some gluten,  I told the staff here.  I have to be more careful too.  They have been so good  to me and sometimes check to see what I can have.  Stomack cramps and throwing up are no fun.  I called for help going from the bathroom to my bed.  I do not want to fall,

Another quiet day for me.

I enjoyed a visit with Sandra and with my friend, Laura;

Sunshine

 Lovely sunny morning,  I have had a short walk and if I feel a little stronger I w\ill o downstairs and out side,  It will be an effort.

BETTER

 Feeling better after a good night's sleep.  I am weak and tired so will rest today.

OKAY

 It was a lot more painful \than I thought it would be.  Not bad on the one side where there was only one tooth.  The other side with six teeth is very painful now.  I am taking pills and putting ice on it,  I am just sitting watching T.V.  Sandra has been a wonderful help,  She will spend the night here with

me,

UP

 Yes I was up early and want to make this a special happy day  Looking forward to a visit feom 

Rick and Spenser and from Sandra later in the day.

  I need Rick to do some shopping for soft food like puddings etc,

Sandra will help, me get prepaared with speial soap etc.

I am nervous but believe all will be well

Enjoyed a fun night last evennng with a special choir,

I believe prayer helps and I know others are praying for mee.

Thankful I have a Agatha Christy book to read

THE PHONE CALL

I just had a phone call from my brother Brian who had a fall outside and cut his face,  Neighbors phoned the ambulance and he was treated by the doctor,  He is in good spirits considering what happened,

I am having a quet day but did go down for afternoon horse races.  

JOLLY

We were a jolly group as we sar around the table making Christmas cards,  I ended uot of glue on my fingers,  It was fun,  I went to watch but was ask to join in, 

Decorations

 There are lots of decorations going up in the halls here,  I bought a few for my place when I was out shopping with Sandra,  Sunny and cool here today.  I will look to see if there any activities on here today, 

Horse racing social this aftenoon,  You can place bets I believe.  Drinks and chops provided,

QUIET

 Very quiet day here,  I had an appointment with the lady who will be outting my dentures in,  She excplains it all clearly.  I have no questions I am trying to forget the whole business,  But Friday will come,  I am very worried but I have no choice,  Five teeth are going to be pulled out.  The best thing is to wait for a few weeks before putting new ones in,  I am sure it will be done quietly and caewd

Sandra and I bought some Christmas oraments for my room,  I am trying to be positive but I feel sick to my stomach,

ON THE WAY

 Rick  and Spenser are on the way,  The mouse is behind the frig.  I am hiding in the bedroom,

There is a beautiful sunrise,

NEW DAY

 Hiding out in my bedroom.  There is a mouse running around in the other area.  

Thankful to have a chat with Ken yesterday and with my friend Lee Plett. 

I will go down and tell the desk later in  the morning,  Miserable,

PRAYER

 Feeling anxious about my teeth surgery,  

finally prayed myself to sleep.

Light brings hope of a new day

of laughter and friendship.

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DULL

 Awake lying in bed decide I might as well get up. It  does no good worrying even though I am good at it.

  Not a nice day for an outside walk so I will walk around in here,

Nothing dull about these two.

CHAT

 Hanging On.

This morning we have a chat group,  It is lead by two talkative ladies who are lively and funny. They come to visit their dad who lives here,

 It is another chilly dull day,  I will get my exercise walking around the floors indoors,

The only way to not feel lonely is to try to cheer others up.

I am slowing down too.

Darker

 Yes the days are  shorter and it  starts getting darker.

I enjoy the morning visit with Rick and Spenser.

I had a good char with Kenny on the phone.

Ken was in a bad mood at supper and I felt sorry for the staff.

He did not get what he ordered for supper.

He has put his name in at another place.

He will be on a waiting list. 

He makes sure I am well looked after

Rick is coming in the morning to be here when the doctor phones

The doctor who will be putting me to sleep.

COOL

It is cloudy and cool.  Here I will walk around in the hall,  The mouse man came and put up another trap.

There is a birthday party for a lady who is 102 this afternoon.

Rick is having a day off.  Tomorrow\ w\ill be a busy day talking to the doctor and going to the blood test,

Happy to talk to Carol and Penteli, and Sandra and Rick on the phone.

SLOWER

 Yes I am doing everything slower and carefully. No rushing out of bed in the morning.

 It is a chilly dull day again,  I will not be going outside but do a walk around the halls,  One floor for sure maybe another one. I am trying to keep active even when all I feel like doing is stay in bed,  Not really.  Or just read and watch T.V,

Better

 Yes I had a little tumble last night, the worst thing is I cannot get up.  I called for help with my buzzer,  Two girls came and they did not need to lift me just help me into the chair,  My legs were not working but now they are,

I am feeling much better today but am just taking it easy today.  Rick came to help me in the night and then he came again this morning,  I was thankful to have him here,  He has just left now and I will have a nap,

I feel a little weak but this will pass.

I went for lunch but did not eat much and I will not go for supper,

Happy to be feeling better,  Good to hear from Sandra and Randy.

DAILY

 Taking my daily dose of pills.  The yellow one first.. Had my walk around,  There will be word games \this afternoon.  Feeling not too bright,  Oh well.

TIME

 Yes I had a nice time today.  

The morning was spent with Rick and Spenser.  He is slowing down.  I love it when he comes to visit.  I caught up with some of my reading in the after noon. They had a tea party for a lady who is 102 years old.

I am happy just watching my favorite show at night..  My nose also runs more at night and I start coughing

Time goes by quickly most days.

Did not take time to do my walk around  today but will do it tomorrow.

I appreciated Rick getting my pills for my bladder infection.  

I am waiting for them to start working.

Time for my T,V, shows then off to bed.

THANKFUL

 I am feeling very thankful this morning,  Thankful my power is on and the mouse is not hiding anywhere.  Traps have been set.  The staff here take this very seriously.  I am hearing several mouse stories now. 

Today is a winter festival day here with music and Christmas lights on several trees.  There  will be  piano playing and Christmas caroling and a bake sale.  There is a very happy atmosphere here.  Everyone is so kind,

A time to feel peaceful,

Thankful for my loving family,

Order

 Everything is now in order.  I am happy I asked at the front desk for someone to cope with the mice.  I was out al afternoon when they came.  

They have left two articles on the floor which I believe are to stop the mice.  I will try to relax now.

A young boy came to play the piano this afternoon and he was sure good.

ROOM SERVICE

 .........They are sending some guys up to catch the mouse that is in my room.  There is no popcorn,

I am going to Bible Study.

WINDY

 Very windy last night.  I thought it was going to blow my whole complex away.  Lasted for a couple of hour.

This morning a mouse ran under my chesterfield,  I am upset.

Very calm this morning.

Looking forward to Bible study this afternoon.

CONCERNED

I was sitting downstairs having coffee with friends when the outdoor opened and my friend Gennora my friend walked in holding her hand to her face.  She had fallen walking out side.  We were all very concerned,  She was not here for lunch,

HAPPY

 Unhappy with the postal strike.  Do I mail cards? 

Unhappy I am coming down with a cold.

Unhappy with my doctor who thinks I do n

ot need pills;

Happy Rick and Spenser are coming this morning to help me

Happy Sandra and Randy are having a holiday.

Happy to go and decorate the Christmas tree with my friends here,.

I just watch because other wise I just get in the way with my walker.

BINGO

 Very quiet here today.  I will go to Bingo  and hymn sign.  Not a nice day for a walk outside.

Very happy to have Sandra and Randy drop by and put up my lights on the balcony,

It has been a good day.

CONFUSED BUT ACTIVE

 What is confusing is what elevator is working?  We have three elevators that come up to this floor;  One in three is working;

We know the one elevator has to work because it brings the meals up from the ground floor.

I was confused when two people came to my room last night.  

Some one said I was lost but I was not.  That was confusing.

I had a normal evening last night,  after a active afternoon putting up and decoration a Christmas tree.

There was eggnog  and Christmas cookies. There were about 12 of us, Today there is a church group and a hymn sing.  We are a lively group here not confused at all.  The best part is that we can be as active as we want.  Some times for me it takes an effort but it is always good to be with friends. Anyone can work in the garden where they actually grow carrots and peas and beans anyone can help themselves to.

I know it is good to keep active.  There is one lady here who gets confused but we all help her,  She is the oldest of seven sisters,  They come and help her too.

MOVIE NIGHT

 My friend  reminds me it is movie night so I had better attend.  I open my door and find my neighbor very upset  in the hallway,  I remind her to press her panic button and she wants me to stay  with her.  So I do.  The nurse comes very quickly which is good.  The trouble is she has to go back and finish what she was doing.  I agree to stay with her.  I arrive very late for movie night and get some funny looks.  I do not even stay for the end as it is not that great a movie.

I am cold and tired so I turn out the light and go to bed.  Five minutes later the door opens and a man and a lady say they have been looking for me.  Why I do not know. Has some one said I am missing?.  That is their story,   Now  I have trouble falling asleep.

All is well that ends well.  I am up early and Sandra comes to visit.

OLDER

 As I get older I think of my parents and how did they cope.  I felt so sad seeing them in the Nursing Home.  Dad was in the wheel chair and mom would push him.  Mom was very unhappy but dad had his smoking buddies.  Mom stayed in her room.  She perked up when people  came to visit..

It is a warm and caring place here  and I am thankful for all the good friends I have made.  The new girl at my table reminds me of myself,  She goes for a walk and gets lost.  It is good to laugh.

A full moon again tonight.

Had a good day today.

Reading Nickolas Sparks .  "The Return."

MOVING RIGHT ALONG Updated

 I have finished all the Christmas cards to Australia,  Rick will mail them on the way home.  I do not know if they will go because of the strikes.  Good to get it done  Good to have Rick and Spenser here.  Rick is busy and Spenser sleeps.  Nice to have my laundry done and my prescription filled.

The Christmas tree is getting put up and decorated this afternoon.  I will watch,  A little tired today but I went for my walks,  I love picking up the red leaves. I went to a talk on becoming frail  I enjoyed it.  

good to know how to prevent it.

Toast and Honey

 Up early having my toast and honey,  I had some good dreams in the night but now I cannot remember them.  Maybe they will come to me later.  I will not worry  Cold and dark and will wait until it gets light to walk.

I am reading "Mother Daughter Murder Night.  IT is funny,  Wellness talk this morning and Bible Study this afternoon.  And always Bingo.

TOGETHER

We gathered together in the morning to remember those who  gave their lives so we could be free.  War destroys lives and countries and should never happen,  But it does.  Several veterans shared their stories,  Ken was one of them,  There  was a man playing the bagpipes. Dad would have liked that.

Rick and Spenser are good company,  I am glad Rick does a good job doing my laundry.  He did not need to go to the store as Sandra had got me things the day before.  Carol and Kim phoned from California and we could see each other because they phoned on Rick's phone.  It was so good to hear from them.

In the afternoon Cathy G. dropped by.  She looks very good and is busy writing her book.  We had a fun visit, enjoying getting caught up.

Enjoyed supper with Ken and Jaenne.  I will be ready for bedtime and a good sleep,

.REMEMBRANCE DAY,

I am thankful to be a part of the community here

 It is a very big day planned for with lots of speakers.  Ken; my friend will be speaking as he was in the army.  He sits at my table with me.

 Dad always wanted to attend a service on this day.  I do not remember what we did last year. 

 When we first moved here we would go downtown Vancouver,  Later we went to White Rock.

  Growing up the importance of this day was explained to me,  I remember listening to the radio and hearing stories about the war and the sacrifices made for us to live in freedom. 

Right now is a time to be thankful for the freedom we have and the sacrifices that were made for us.  War is a terrible thing and destroys many lives,

We need to remember how precious our freedom is.

Looking forward to a visit from Rick and Spenser.

Disappearing

 My post has disappeared.  I am doing something wrong.  I guess

Had a good day out with Sandra going to London Drugs.  Stopped to pick up honey on the way home.  Arrived to see Rick had been there and had bought me some honey and crackers.  I was sorry I missed him.  No plans for day but big plans for Remembrance Day.  Ken my partner at meals will be speaking as he was a Vet.  Music and speakers.

Annoying to be up running to the bathroom several times in the night time.

Cold in the halls this morning as I do my walk around the top floor.

I have read the first chapter of my book club book.  Not impressed.

I will go to church here at 10.

  Life and my propose here are questions I am seeking answers to.  We are all on the last stage of our journey and want it to be meaningful.  Making friends is important.

I went for two walks and picked up some red leaves to bring home.

RETURN

 Yes the ducks will return in the spring to have their babies.  They are adorable.

I was up early because it is the best time of the day.  I love seeing the sunrise.  It is a pale pink today with some brightness.

The doctor will not give me anything for my bladder infection until he does a urine test.  He promised to have it done yesterday.  That annoys me that it was not done.  At my age it is not good to be having a bladder infection.

Yesterday we all lined up to get a flu shot and a COVD shot.  One in each arm.  My one arm was very sore.  I think it was the COVD shot.  It is better this morning.

Carol phoned and we had a good chat.   She is staying at a little place near Kim and the family.  They are walking over to the park today.  They can get good medical attention there.

Sandra and I will get a sample and take it over to the blood clinic.

I am starting to read my book club book.  "Manhattan" by Jennifer Egan.

Poppies

 This is my back yard.  I love walking around out there.  Two ponds and lots of flowering trees.  The little red things are poppies.  

WAITING

I seem to be doing a lot of waiting these days.  This morning I was waiting for the doctor,  He sent a student instead,  He asked all the right questions but cannot we has to report back to the doctor,  Maybe tomorrow I will get some answers,

Anyway it was good to have Sandra here to wait with me.

I will have to wait for the answers to the test before any decisions,

I left for supper when Sandra left.  It was chicken again.  Cooked a little different so that helps.

I will be waiting for the results in the morning.

Where you surprised Trump won again?  I was.

WHY

 I wonder why I am doing this?  I guess because it keeps my mind active,  I think sometimes my mind is too active,  Today the doctor comes to question me to see if I am good enough to have my exam.

It is a dull day but I will do my walking outside around the block.

Thinking and wondering how all my family is doing.

ELEVATORS

 Yesterday two of our three elevators were out of order.  The third one that brings our meals up from the ground floor were up and running.  My friend here was very nervous about going down in it so I went down with her.  I remember when I felt nervous  going in an elevator.  

Today they have been fixed I hope.

It is a long walk to my elevator for some people here.

Another beautiful red sunrise.  Rain in the forecast.

QUIET

I am worried about my teeth removal but trying not to be anxious about it. I believe it will be done carefully.  I am getting a little old for this, too old in the tooth.

Looking forward to Rick and Spenser visiting today.  I am running out of bread.  I do like my toast.  I told Sandra not to come yesterday but to get rested up after her trip.  I did miss her visit.

I am thankful for my room here and all the new friends I am making.

Ken is not making a fuss about the new girl at our table,  She is very sweet and quiet.

It is noisy here in the morning with trucks being loaded and backing in and out,   I do not mind that as I feel life is going on around me.  No fire works last night.

I am not happy I have another bladder infection.  I do not think it really  cleared up but it will be taken care of soon,

FAVORITES

 We gathered together in the big main lobby to sing all our old favorites.  A happy group just having a good time  I felt so special when I left to be a part of such a jolly group. 

Music has always been a big part of my life.  I was thrilled when I was allowed to join the junior choir at school,  I never missed any sessions.  It gave me a lot of joy. 

I am happy with my little room but I know I need to get out and be with others.

YOUTH

 A day for the young at heart.  In the morning the children from across the street came over all dressed for  Halloween.  They were swarming all around Rick as h arrived to visit me.  Later in the afternoon there was a big party with music and dancing.  and my  girlfriends who visited me where impressed.  I am happy here.

My door

 

Yes I am thankful 

Sandra put pictures on my door.  The middle picture is on the door of the blind lady.  

she is amazing.  She is lots of fun.

Friends

I am very thankful for all the new friends I have here.  Yesterday we gathered to hear music and do some dancing,  Lots of fun and laughter,

I also had a visit from my old friends from Colebrook 

church.  I was very involved there and made many friends.

I am happy here and am making friends but there is nothing like the friends you share memories with

I was so very happy.

I lost my picture I am unhappy.

EASY

It was not easy for dad and I to move in here.  The truth was we did not have the energy to look after ourselves.  We did not know how we would fit in with  playing Bingo and keep moving with morning activities.  Dad was soon meeting people and doing what he likes best to do which was talking and laughing with others.  He was well liked here and we all miss him.

I am making new friends and enjoying my life here. I do enjoy visits with Rick and Spenser.  It was fun to visit Carol and Panteli at their home.  I miss her but I thankful she is keeping well,  I will see her again in March. Sandra and Randy have now left for EDMONTON.  Randy has a costume so he can go trick or treating with the children.  Sandra way go with them or stay home and visit with Stephen.

A group of old friends from Colebrook are coming to visit me tomorrow.  I am really looking forward to them all.  It is always easy to be with old friends.

It is getting cold here in the mornings and is feeling like fall.  Hopefully the sun will come out.

ENJOY

 I enjoy going to the church service here,  There are about 10 of us,  I am getting to know a few more people.

I enjoyed going over to Sandra and Randy's house for a delicious supper and good conversation.

Good to hear from Ken and Carol.   Busy and happy,  Carol is busy drinking juice and resting and Panteli is doing it too,

Rick is coming over today and we will plan our day,  I may get my hair cut, I enjoy his visit and also enjoy Spenser.

ACTIVE FAITH

Can you see the cat.  I am at Sandra and Randy's?

I am trying to keep active.  I enjoy a long morning walk in the fresh air and the beauty of the trees to look at.  Yesterday I was very active and even went to play Bingo.  In the evening there was  a good movie.  "Anne of  Green Gables"  It went on too long for me.  I tend to get over tired and then I cannot sleep.

Melatonin helps.

Today I am looking forward to going to Sandra's for supper. I am happy here but it is great to get out into the real world.  I had a good talk to 

carol and she is coping well with fasting.

Sunshine helps.

Church service at 10.

Prayed for Carol

Time spent in prayer keeps my faith and hope alive,

memories

 

We may not remember what we had for lunch or where we put our glasses but everyone here has special memories some happy and some unhappy  They have all had adventures they can recall.  Ken remembers being in the army and going to Catholic school and having to remember scripture,  I tease him that he probably cannot remember them.  I sure do he replies one I will never forget and that was Jesus wept.

Dad was a great one for remembering his adventures

I remember the summer, a very hot summer in Saskatoon when I couldn't go swimming because I had a huge cast on my leg,  Our neighbor had been cutting down a tree when the axe flew out of his hand right over to where I was and cut my leg.  I felt no pain but was hopping up and down on one leg. They tied a bandage around to stop the bleeding, They rushed me to the hospital and after bought me an ice cream cone.  That I remember.

GOOD

 I had a very good day yesterday.  Going for meals and seeing old friends was life renewing,  I also had my nails painted by the teen agers from the school near by.  Young people are an inspiration and it is amazing how they like to be with us, 

I am looking forward to a good day with Rick as we go to the library.  I just have to find one book tat has gone missing,  That is not good and I am annoyed,

I am reading A Duty to the Dead by Charles Todd a good author I like.

NOW

I do not look into the future nor dwell in the past.  I am thankful for a safe place to live where my meals are provided,  I am thankful restrictions are now being lifted and we will be able to sit with friends and eat in the dining room once again.  Social interactions are very important.  WE play silly game that make us laugh and have fun,

It has taken a while to get used to things here, especially when everything was shut down. I keep busy and enjoy what I have, The most important things in life are family and friends,

I am thankful the weather is good and I can go walking.  

sometimes a long walk but sometimes a short one.

NOW  more than ever it is important to live in the moment.

Thankful I enjoy reading and there are lots of good books in the library  here as well as the big library a few blocks away,

Thankful for Sandra and Rick driving me around.

Thankful for your comments.  Keep up the good work.

MIRACLES

 LIFE  is a miracle and I am still living it

I can think and feel and know  especial the love of my family, 

I can talk and type and share my faith and all my blessings;

I can look out my window and even sitting I can see brightly colored leaves and tall evergreens.

I can make choices about what I do each day;  I can walk among the leaves and feel rain  drops on my head,  I can go for walks and get taken to appointments by Sandra and to the library with Rick and Spenser,

I am looking forward to a phone calls from family.

I love my family with all my heart.

I feel the love of God through their love and caring,

Thanks for your comments.

RAIN OR SHINE

 I am up early and very thankful it is not raining.  Not that the rain ever stops us;  it does not even dampen our spirits.  Yesterday Sandra took me to have my bone density test,  It was easy just lying on a table on a camera.  I see my doctor on Wed. for results.

The good news here is that we will be going back to normal any day soon.  We will be eating together in the dining room and catching up on the news of friends.  It has been a lot of work for the staff delivering meals to our rooms.  Meals are always better when shared.

We all want worry free days but sometimes we can feel anxious about a small things.  My solution is to pray and let God help and strengthen me.

Rain or shine God is with us.

Thankful for Sandra's help yesterday and for Rick's help today.

I am so thankful for each one in my family.

LET'S TALK

 I do not have much to talk about but I love to hear from all of you.

LET'S keep talking.

I open my door and look and see all the halls are empty,  NO one is siting around talking.

I find it feels a little lonely; I miss chatting with ns and family,

I am looking forward to going out with 

 Sandra even if it is just to have an ultra sound,

I start out to walk but remember to come back for my mask.

I remember how sad it was for me when my mom had a stroke and couldn't talk. 

I talked and told her all about the family.  I also read to her.  She did not respond to much of anythin

Your dad could talk right to the end,

CREATIVE

 We may be old but we are a very creative group,  We have writers and painters and artists of all kind,  I am meeting a lot of very interesting people and we have good times sharing and caring,  There is a lot of life here. I am looking forward to the time when we can be social like we used to be.

There seemed to be no new cases of COVD today so that is encouraging. For now we are having meals delivered to our rooms and no activities at all,  It is a lot more work for them and every member of the staff is helping.  And everyone has to wear a mask.

It is not a warm friendly place that it was but even as I  say that people are still friendly,

Sandra is taking me to have a test on my bones. I cannot spell density.  I know they are fine but do it anyway,

Had a good day with Sandra today and talked to Mary and Ken on the phone.  One of the children's friend was held up by knife and their wallet and phone taken. Terrible.

Rick and Spenser will come on Tuesday.

CALM

It is very calm this morning.  What a relief after the heavy rain and strong wind,  I was amazed that 

Sandra came though the storm to visit me. 

after she left I went downstairs to see who was sitting and talking in the lobby.  A family consisting of a mom and dad and and a daughter and a grandson were sitting around a table,  I said hello but did not want to but in.  At least I knew there were other people around, 

 Today is quiet as there will be no service,  I miss the music and hearing about the faith of other believers.  I always found a sense of peace and joy in being with other believers.

I phoned mt brother Brian.  It is his birthday today he is 89,  He was very sick with COVD Went to the hospital by ambulance. His sons have been up to visit.  He does not ask how I am but says a prayer me and my family.

THE PLOT

 THE PLOT of the story of Jesus has been lost. Jesus came to offer the world a new hope that springs forth out of a new reality.  He had a definite message that God was a loving and caring and compassionate being,  His presence is with us in many ways,

This morning as I am said that Carol and Penteli are leaving for California  I was happy to have supper with them all,  Yes even Rick and Spenser were there.  We are not all perfect but as we accept our own faults we can accept the faults of others,  Good people with good hearts and souls,

The rain is  pouring down and the wind blowing,  Umbrellas would lift our feet off the ground,  The colorful leaves are clinging with all their might to their branches,

HANG ON!  Hang on! I cry,

Picture taken and put on by Sandra.

WONDERING

     this  is what is outside the door of those who are ill. I cannot help wondering if I control my heat,  I turn it up but there is no response, Eventually it comes on,. I feel like I am getting weaker but all I can do is keep moving,  I take my garbage out but see no one around,

Flowers and candles help brighten up my room.

The girl brings my coffee in.  I am glad to have them pop in and out any time.

I am looking forward to going to Carol and Panteli's for lunch.  They will be leaving for a long holiday on Sat.  I will miss them but I am happy for them.

I was so happy to have a phone call from Ron. We had a special friendship,

I am very sad that my two best friends here have the COVD,  I do not understand why people who seem so healthy are coming down with it.  We are all staying in our rooms,  My brother is doing better.

CLOSED DOORS

I am up early and it is a dull and gray morning,  My breakfast was brought in last night bread and yogurt and orange juice,  I am thankful I have milk and cereal here.

Everyone is hiding behind closed doors.  I miss talking to people.  

Did I mention the dentist wants to put me in the hospital for a day to have my teeth pulled?

Rick and Spenser are on the way here.

TRAVELERS

 Leah has now left to travel to Egypt ,  Hope she has a wonderful time.  Craig is looking after the kids and he does it very well.

Carol and Panteli are traveling to the States to attend a healing course,

Sandra and I are traveling to a dental clinic.  I am nervous as usual.

I  do my morning walk and discover three of my best friends are now sick

Meals will be brought to my room.  No one is walking about

I do my traveling by reading.  I am reading .  

"The Talented Mr. Varc."

My brother is now sick with the virus and is in hospital.  He hopes to be out in a few days,  He sounds pretty good.

OPEN

OPEN for Sandra to put pictures on but .I guess she put them on another place.  I really enjoyed the time with family at her home. Yesterday Leah came over early to give me my B12 

She is  excited about going to Egypt and seeing the sights. She came into money and can now do something she always wanted to do; 

Also had a long talk with Ken,  Happy he and Melina are both doing well.  His animals keep him busy,

The girl brought me a bagged lunch last night for my breakfast'  A piece of bread and some yogurt and fruit.  She came just now an brought me coffee.  So I will be getting 3 meals a day,  

she

FAMILY

 We had great fun gathering as a family at Sandra and Randy's home,  Leah and Craig's children were the youngest.  Three tables were put together to make one long table.  Morgan came from school on the Island to join us.  Hamlet also joined us from the States.  Theresa and   Corrine from Chillwack.

Lots of good food.  A turkey for sure and lots of pumpkin and apple pies. Everything was delicious, 

This morning breakfast was supposed to be delivered,  At 10 to 9 a cool cup of tea was delivered,  I guess they have to iron out some bugs,

I hope Rick and Leah are allowed to visit,

REMEMBER

 I have decided to make more of an effort to remember my experiences.  I have found myself saying I do not remember. When I think about dad I do not want to remember the sad times.  It was hard to say good bye for the last time but I new he was ready to leave.

It was the first thanksgiving without him. Lots of great memories,

I am making good memories here at the Villa.  I enjoy going to meals and chatting with Jeane and Ken.  I know I am having a positive affect on them both. I know it is not easy to have to start to live your life on your own.

We have to wear masks now as there is COVD in the staff and residences.  Meals will be delivered.

All meals,

I am looking forward to being with my amazing happy family.