LIGHT

I wake up early as usual but the morning is dark and cold.

Yes I am tempted to go back to bad.

I write in my journal instead.

This week was another painful lesson.

If I am feeling exhausted I try to go for a long walk.  

I need to accept my human limitations

and learn to wait for light and for energy,

Sunday is a good day to renew and refresh my faith.

To strive not for perfection but to be kind and caring.

Religion should not be about a set of rules

but an awareness of my inner poverty

the darkness of doubt and worry. 

No matter who you are or what you believe we all struggle with a sense of unworthiness at times.

Where does our inspiration to face the day come from?

I do miss going to church.

I miss connecting to others.

I think the most important part of my dream was the stream of people coming to help.

Yesterday was a good day.

Had a good talk to Rick.

A walk with Spenser And Sandra.

Enjoying the fresh baked cookies Carol brought.

Being aware of the spiritual which brings light into the heart and soul of life.

I need to fall in love with life again!