We sat out on the front porch to have lunch and then I was going to have a nap and dad went to the garage to ride hi bike. Just then Pat and John stopped in for a visit. It was good to have a few laughs with them, our old friends.
I have mixed up feelings of shame with feelings of being hurt.
I now say a prayer when I feel the hurt in my heart knowing that healing love conquers the intimate self. Through prayer my soul remembers all the goodness I have received and been given and my heat stops racing and I start to feel calm.
This too is work.
2 comments:
Was it nice out yesterday? I am busy at work so did not get out for a walk. Sorry I am such a bully and I hope I am not adding to your stress.
I am trying to just be happy for Mary, my natural inclination is to be freaked out of course. Only time will tell but I guess the point is it isn't my life so worrying does nothing but make me miserable.
Sandra
Yes you did but that's okay.
Hoping things turn out well for Mary.
She sounds ha[[y and positive
love mom
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