MOODS

Many things can affect our moods.

Sunshine on a fall day is a mood brightener.

Watching the harvest moon become bigger and bigger makes me aware of the miracle of the stars and the heavens.  There seems to be a mystery beyond which we cannot see and yearn to experience.

I have a good family doctor who I am very grateful for.  Most times I feel that I have been listened to with respect and caring.  Although there have been times when I felt rushed and left dissatisfied.  I realize that he has a busy schedule and often seems weary.

Yesterday I went not knowing.  He was running late which is not unusual.  I told him as he came in the door I would be quick and I knew exactly what I wanted.  Yes I needed a prescription refilled but after asking a few questions he decided it needed to be changed.  I also told him that I needed to have his support if I am going to improve my health not just let it go along with what seems like an okay but slowly fading existence.

I felt he listened and it was a good visit.

I was in a good mood when I left and even standing waiting at the check out at the store did not cause me to feel impatient.  A lady was hold up the line by complaining about a price.  The line was growing longer behind me and the check out girl called for help, which did not come.  It was causing her stress too.  The problem was solved and I was on my way home with a cheerful attitude.

Reading about Jesus told the disciples they would get in the boat and cross to the other side.  I think they were all excited thinking it would be a time to see new miracles and hear more about the good news.  A great storm churned up huge waves and they became fearful for their lives while Jesus was asleep in the stern. 

Jesus calms the wind and the waves and this terrifies them even more.  He rebukes them for their lack of faith.

"Jesus is teaching them from a place of rest.  He is telling us that when the storms of like come, we can trust him.  Their is no fear in Jesus, only annoyance.  We can look at his attitude of peace and find rest for our souls."  -Judah Smith

Yes we are all human and makes mistakes especially when we do not realize there will always be more lessons to be learned,  as I for one learn not to be afraid.  We are not always aware of the changes within us until a situation reveals to us what we really believe!

Yes I am off to the blood clinic with a rumbling stomach and a headache.  My mood will be on a low edge but will change once I am back home again.

If those fearful disciples can change to men of faith willing to lose their lives for their beliefs I know there is hope for me too!

Dad worked hard cutting the front grass and trimming the edge.  It grows very fast and he did a good job.  Kim came by to pick up some pottery and we both had naps.  She would be working late and she has a pottery sale today.  Busy girl!