DREAMING

It was fantastic to just look around and see everyone. It was fun but parties are for the young who have so much energy and life. I would have liked to have more one on on time with each one. Parties for me are exhausting and although I dream about our getting together; and after it is all over it seems just like a dream, the joy lasts within my heart for ever.

Today I am sending loving thoughts to you all.  A perfectly imperfect family that knows how to laugh together and share their dreams. 

Dad did go for his walk and we went to the library to pick up s book we had ordered.  Supper was over at The Wise's home and Shawna made her famous lagany(please tell me how to spell it.)  I am tired and my mind is confused. Yes I think it is lasagna It was fun to be with them and we will miss everyone but time for life to get back to normal.

Today I am sending loving thoughts to every cell in my body wanting to be healed.

I would love to live in a dream world where there is no pain, no regrets, no unhappiness, no sickness; and yet I know that some emotional pain never leaves. This is why we have compassion for others because we know that their dreams have not come true. I am aware of the many dysfunctional things I do that are so annoying but they annoyed me even more. If I were to put into words my feelings it would be like a blazing fire within my heart has become just ashes. They need to be stirred and brought to life again. There is within us a heart that needs to be protected from hurt and dealt with the same tenderness as love and kindness.